most people think river and the doctor’s timeline is a strict progression of backwards to forwards, but actually, from a non-linear, non-subjective viewpoint - it’s more like a big ball of wibbly-wobbly, timey-wimey…feelings.
this is how i view(ed) river and the doctor’s timeline - as a giant circle! meeting at the top, having adventures, meeting at the bottom. of course, that’s not how it turned out because of reasons. actually, it really didn’t turn out that way because the first time river met the doctor was when she was a baby but was in the middle of their story, and then she met him again as a psychopath, but again with the timey-wimey.
here’s how it works: the doctor’s arrow is his time spent with river. so, the bottom would be the last time the doctor sees river. river’s arrow, however, is her entire life, since she’s known the doctor since the day she was born (well, maybe not the day, but the month at least). words. now, assuming that river was 9 or 10 (and not 30) as a child in the impossible astronaut/day of the moon, then chronologically growing up with amy and rory would have put her at 51 in 2011. the math from there is easy! 51 + 4 years of undergrad work + 4 years graduate work + 3 years phd work (all assuming school on the moon is like school on earth) = 11 years = river being 62 when she kills the doctor. damn, lady, work it.
if i messed up something, then uh well time travel is hard. but hey, i tried.
(Source: brittanias)
BAND CAMP!
So tonight i have to make some big speech about band, and i have no clue what to say. uggggggh! I hate being so ill-prepared.
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quiz thing
What’s your current problem?
worrying about my future, liking a guy i barely even know, not trusting my friends.
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
nope
What do you think about waiting for sex until marriage?
waiting for marriage is awesome. i respect people who do.
Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
i guess i could wouldnt want to though.
You think anyone’s thinking about you right now?
no one thinks about Michelle. pssssh.
Are you considered a bad influence?
yeah im sure i am.
Do you go to school?
yes
Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
yes
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
i woulnt right now im pretty screwed up. i could though.
Is the last person you kissed more than a year older than you?
nope
Do you like to hold or be held?
be held :)
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
i difficultly being anyone but my complete self. so yes.
Do you think you’re approachable?
yes and i think other people think so too.
Does the last person you kissed care for you?
he was a user. so probs no, but who cares?
How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
does this include texting if not i dont talk on the phone daily.
If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
yes. i hate where i am i want to start out new real bad!
Have you ever done anything illegal?
yes.
Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
nope not really. my fam doesnt spoil. love them though.
Do you have trust issues?
hell yeah i cant trust people to actually like being around me seeing as i dont.
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
yes. i would probs date them haha.
Are you determined to have a better day tomorrow?
yeah dude.
How tall are you?
5-4
Do you find it difficult to sleep on your stomach?
no thats how i sleep
Do you hate when people call you when you’re sleeping?
always depends who it is
What are you wearing on your feet right now?
nothing
The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
zero.
Has anyone upset you in the last week?
if i could go a week without being upset by someone it would be a mircle
Who’s the one person that knows most about you?
my sister Missy
Do you honestly have any regrets?
well i regret alot of things from last summer
Is there anyone in your life who has changed your life?
my life is changed by my every enconter
Are you in any kind of emotional pain right now?
lonely and disconnected
Do you believe in marriage?
yes.
Why did you last cry?
when my friend yelled at me awhile back and though they wouldnt be my friend anymore :(
Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with the guy/girl you like?
if they liked them too i guess but hey shit happens.
Do any girls/guys hate you because you went out with their ex?
no
Do you think “I love you” are strong words?
yes and no, i think i love you can be used in servally different ways i like to think of it as “right now right here, i cant imagine being here with anyone else and feel nearly this great.”
Do you like hugs?
ill take a hug from anyone
What is on your wrists right now?
skin
What does your hair look like right now?
slightly curly and its pretty crunchy
Is there anyone you trust 100%?
yes.
Day been rough?
pretty stressful bit of a blur
When you say you don’t care, do you mean it?
sometimes
What made your day today?
getting a 1 at festival hanging with angela.
Your last ex finds out you’ve fallen in love with another person, he/she..?
doesnt care? he is gay now.
What song are you currently listening to?
nope
Who is the last person you kissed?
jake willard, but i guess angela haha
Are you happy right now?
sometimes
Know anyone who’s gay or bi-sexual?
hell yeah
What is something that pisses you off more than anything?
when more who dont know me act like they know more about me then i do.
Do you currently have any homework you should be doing right now?
yes
How many piercings do you have or have you had?
none
Are you a bitch?
yes
At what age did you lose your virginity?
16
Is anyone else in the room with you?
no
What kind of phone do you have?
at&t
Do you like anyone right now?
Yes
How are you feeling?
lonely but ill be fine
Do you like where you live?
sometimes
Are you the youngest in your family?
yes
What are your plans for tomorrow?
write my essay
Have you ever smoked Pot?
nope and proud of it.
What is your last name?
Tharp
Help Me Forgive
When rage and fury overwhelm my heart,
It’s time to look to God’s own Holy Word.
I search the Bible for His good advice;
My will to His commands must be deferred.
In Romans God reveals His love for me;
In all things God works only for my good;
He gives me blessings I can’t understand;
I’d be peaceful if I’d do the things I should.
Jesus forgave so much; why then can’t I?
I want to mold my life after His own.
I pray, I try, but my sinful nature wins;
Lord, help me, I can’t do this thing alone.
In Colossians, I read about the peace of Christ;
Oh, how I long to feel it in my heart.
All I have to do is to forgive,
But Lord, it seems I don’t know where to start.
I need to walk a mile in the other’s shoes;
They’re doing what they think they have to do.
I know some problems are blessings in disguise,
But Lord, sometimes I feel so doggone blue.
Ephesians says “forgive as the Lord forgave you;
Get rid of anger and every form of malice.”
I’d love to just let go and release it all,
But upon my heart is a wound that’s become a callus.
I’ll keep praying, trying, Lord, no matter what;
I’m determined to let go and relinquish blame;
Some day, I’ll say, and be truly sincere:
“I forgive it all in Jesus’ precious name.”
(Romans 8:28, Colossians 3:13, Ephesians 4:31)
—By Joanna Fuchs
